Monday, September 26, 2016

Today's Blind Items - Daddy

From Reddit

I'm one of those 'famous for being famous' people. How famous I am is debatable but it's enough that what I say/do will impact people I care about.

I wasn't born knowing what I was. I found out in my teens. Not everyone in my circle knows but the ones that do are ashamed. I'm assigned male at birth but don't have testes, I have an inner fem reproductive system that wasn't active at the time because of a lack of hormones/sexual organ to expell uterine lining from. I didn't know at the time but everyone considered me infertile and was glad for it. I also was born with some mental issues and was figuring my identity out at the time and I liked not having the pressure of having to conform to the manly role gender biases direct us to. (NOTE: I'm stupid. This will be a constant here.)

Being a parent has always been my goal. Being a parent in an unconventional way wasn't going to stop me! So I started to 'become' fertile. 'Activating' my reproductive system was a minor operation (An incision in my "testicles", plus hormones. Yes people who give birth can have dicks. Human bodies are weird) and hormone injections. (To give birth you need a c-section since the unvagina can't dilatate but it's possible)

I got a boyfriend during all of this shit. Shit was good even if I was a mess (for the mental issues) because I was doing therapy and I was chill and it wasn't going to be just me it was the two of us. If I wasn't going to be 100% there all the time he was going to be.

Anyway he left me for no reason and to this day I haven't found much closure about it. A lot of shit about my body got said. I got hit with a bike (I was a pedestrian) Shit didn't end up so well. (Rereading this makes it sound like I was far along but I wasn't it took most of the time to get myself fertile, pregnancy is like. Easy. People do it by accident all day) I had to take meds for some fainting-post-accident/not-that-serious anemia I got after the miscarriage that didn't react well with my mental issues treatment so I stopped (I know. Moron)

Fame started to enter the picture. Mandated relationships too. I sucked at the few I had. I'd treat them as friendships/something more and I shouldn't have (Not blaming the women I got paired with here, don't do this) I reacted badly to most of it. It's not something I wanted but going against it was going to hurt people I care/cared about. Anyway I had a mental breakdown eventually. I told those same people about my miscarriage. And they dismissed it. They laughed. They said it was something that wasn't meant for me anyway. They said they were glad. That I wouldn't have handled it. That I was going to bring shame to them and bad publicity to other people like me because I'm useless. I don't know why I didn't hate them right when this happened but I didn't. It's starting to change now that I'm less depressed though.

And I deeprolled into depression ever since. Every once in a while they remember I have periods and I get made fun of it plus a lot of other things related to what I said that one time.

I guess I wasn't going to look like any pregnancy ad I'd ever seen. Because of muscle stuff my baby bump would've been awkward as f**k. I'm f**king hairy in some parts too (Sadly not as much in my head but you know) But pregnancy is more than that shit! l wanted to experience it! I still do. And for once I told someone and they got it. And they're fine with me! And they're helping me get mental health (...Severely neglected. It shows) And I'm starting to not care about my "circle" opinions for once But I'm also terrified. I couldn't have a kid without making them a punching bag for the media. Hell I couldn't become a father without becoming a punching bag for the media. But I also am getting better with my psychological issues. I truly see myself becoming stable in the future. And I want to. For now I'm just getting my head in order but these thoughts are with me a lot. I feel a lot for the pregnancy I lost.

I gues I'm just scared confused and whiney and I wanted to let it go.

55 comments:

  1. sandybrook3:16 AM

    no idea....if this is true good luck to whoever but I don't place much faith in reddit.

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  2. Tricia133:17 AM

    I would say Jonathon Cheban but I don't think he speaks that way, and he is so tight with Kardashians/Caitlyn it would not be an issue, I'd think?

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  3. Chloe3:32 AM

    I could see this for a number of people surrounded by fame-obsessed family. Someone on the periphery, maybe, like Rob Kardashian or Jaden Smith. Part of me feels like this might be fiction.

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  4. Malibuborebee3:36 AM

    Meh. Seems like total bullshit to me.

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  5. Pfft this is probably one of those kids who has a YT channel that gets a lot of hits.

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  6. Zilla13:38 AM

    No matter who this is, this is an incredibly mean item.

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  7. Lurky McLurkster3:52 AM

    Chuck Norris

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  8. Tiggytiti4:04 AM

    Reminds me of the book Middlesex. Sad that a lot of people can't accept others as they are

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  9. Sharon4:06 AM

    Hey it's your right to parent. I'm not famous or semi-famous but it's universal.
    I went thru IVF to be a single mother, doing it solo, it's hard on my body and bank acct and I had to use double donors(i'm 46) I feel sick a lot but i'm nearly done and am about to have my baby! so happy.
    I've lost friends. I've made better friends. ps Don't wait til you're 40, it gets much harder. You are strong. Good luck!

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  10. CooCoo Catchoo4:18 AM

    I think this might be Burke Ramsey.

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  11. First thought was Ryan Cabrera

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  12. I ate my own head4:46 AM

    Ryan Seacrest.

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  13. Hot Cola5:31 AM

    Holy Fu*k, what a story.
    Brave sole. Wishing him the best.
    Not easy

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  14. Hot Cola5:31 AM

    Soul

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  15. marlo5:33 AM

    Congratulations Sharon!

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  16. Elle B6:00 AM

    This reminds of when there was a Lady Gaga intersex conspiracy theory.

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  17. BETTY BOTOX6:15 AM

    It's so obvious it's Enty venting.

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  18. Lolquint6:28 AM

    What an interesting guess!

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  19. Miss b7:28 AM

    Congratulations! I wish you all the best!

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  20. Alex Trebek

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  21. Derek Harvey?

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  22. SnarkIsFun8:21 AM

    Not sure that this blind is real, but if it is . . . I hope the author gets the mental health treatment that they need, & that they find peace.

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  23. Bingo8:31 AM

    +1000000000000

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  24. FakeHousewife9:16 AM

    Congratulaions, Sharon. You'll be a great mother. So much wisdom accrued over the years.

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  25. FakeHousewife9:19 AM

    Jason Davis, a/k/a Gummi Bear, brother of Brandon Davis.

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  26. Psdoctorps9:45 AM

    What about Warren Beatty and Annette Benning's child? Or, Richard Simmons.

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  27. Guesser9:48 AM

    Assuming the story is real, the person needs to get their mental state under control before becoming a parent.The writing style sounds very contrived,in the old days people wrote fake letters to dear Abby. I think someone created a story for the reaction, People do this all the time now.

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  28. I was thinking Rob Kardashian.

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  29. Late outta gate10:36 AM

    This was posted 176 days ago!!!
    Alexis Arquette few..
    RIP

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  30. back again10:44 AM

    good for you & congrats!

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  31. Most intersex AMAB people usually find out they're intersex when they go through menopause, so they're not really able to have kids, and most IVF clinics won't help them have kids on their own. Doctors usually lie to patients and don't tell them the truth. Or force them through a sex change once they start having periods. If they find out as babies they usually remove working internal reproductive organs, sometimes without telling the parents.

    I'm a different kind of intersex, but it is hard to find therapists that won't force you to get sterilized or do things against your health just so you have kids the "normal" way. I can see this being true. There are people that come to mind but IMO it's kind of mean to try to guess who this person can be.

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  32. If Rob gets pregnant in season 2 of Rob and Chyna I might actually have to watch it.

    But I think OP is a model or involved in fashion of some sort because intersex people have kind of weird faces and they're perfect for runway. But Anwar Hadid and the Beckham kid are too young...

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  33. Ohhhhh this is a good one!! This explains why she kinda went back on her sex change (She didn't go back to male but said she was someting more), and maybe people just want her story told now that she passed away!

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  34. Me thinky Lady Gaga and the "famous for being famous" part was just to throw us off. Would explain her messy relationships and plastic surgery fixation

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  35. IMO, Gaga would use this for attention though

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  36. Parenting is not a right. And I don't think this particular person should do it. He/She (?? - sorry, the whole thing confused me) is pretty messed up by his/her own admission. Leave kids out of it.

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  37. Someone that was in big brother?

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  38. BTownGirl12:29 PM

    Congratulations!!!! Best to you and your little one :)

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  39. brandon davis

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  40. EJ Johnson?
    Famous parents - Magic and Cookie
    His circle - the rich kids of Beverly Hills
    Hair everywhere but his head - he shaves his head/balding

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  41. Not saying this is automatically true but most people who post on that subreddit type like that

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  42. Most people on that subreddit type like they're typing a letter, maybe it's for 'dramatic effect'

    I can see this being true, knowing some intersex people, his face def gives me a vibe

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  43. Oooh.... good one. He doesn't seem intersex (but who knows?) and the rest of the clues fit.

    If this is a real person. Anyone can post anything on Reddit, so I'm fairly certain this is fiction.

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  44. Guesser12:42 AM

    Actually is a good guess because if there is a clue, it's the bald head and muscular body. Anyone know of someone who got hit by a bike? If it is a true story it is likely to be someone famous for their parents, who would be upset by the publicity.

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  45. Ethan2:28 AM

    Checklist:
    Baby crazy (He didn't only have a son fast with Chyna but he'sbeen wanting to be a dad since forever)
    Is fat (muscle issues?) and going bald
    Family full of assholes
    Really crazy, hates himself (The person in the blind calls themselves stupid over and over)

    Counterpoint: Intersex people with uteri can't produce sperm. They have penises and they can get erections, and sometimes some sort of ejaculate, but they have no testes.

    However: Maybe the blind items about Chyna not being the baby's dad are true and he knows? Maybe it's IVF or something. Maybe that's why his family didn't question that he "meant" to get her pregnant. But if this is true Rob secrecy is going to be Janet Jackson territory

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  46. Sharon6:14 AM

    Sorry... my mind kept wandering trying to keep up with all that and I have A.D.D.
    Is there a TL/DR version of this crap?

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  47. Shandy7:48 AM

    Jeffrey Star?

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  48. Mellie8:08 PM

    I'm going to say Tila Tequila. There is nothing to suggest this person is not currently living as a woman. She dated women at one point and I'm pretty sure I remember her saying she miscarried. She appears to wear a wig or have extensions and she's as crazy and stupid as they come. She fits.

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  49. Bubbles3:05 AM

    They have a trans son, who most definitely was not assigned male at birth.

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  50. Bubbles3:12 AM

    Menopause? Do you mean puberty because a male having a period would kind of give it away.

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  51. Bubbles3:14 AM

    Well since Chyna has a baby with Tyga it's safe to say she's not "the baby's dad"

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  52. Ethan3:25 AM

    Lol I meant that Chyna had a test tube baby with guest sperm, not that she had some bizarre alien reproduction

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  53. No I meant menopause. Most people only assume they have arterial problems and that's why they piss blood, not that they're having periods.

    Such a case: http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/health/news/11397560/Man-born-with-a-womb-prepares-for-hysterectomy.html

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  54. Cate Chandler4:46 PM

    Not Alexis Arquette. There is a picture on line of Alexis ' huge dong.

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